
your ribs
are a delicate work.
I told you I loved you while
face down in a pile of leaves.
you curled up on
the sagging couch
and said no.
I gave you
everything in my lungs.
we both stopped
breathing and started
dreaming.
when I am not able to say anything at all,
I bury my face in these feathers and think
about how we used to pick ground pine.
our fingers were so red in the cold, sweaters
down past our knobby knees. there was a wagon,
a cooler full of apples and ice water.
grandpa owned 100 acres. I had the same gap
in my teeth as I have now. I used to be scared
of the creek and the trees that fell across it.
sometimes we found arrowheads in the mud.
I’d clean them off with the hem of my sleeves
and slip them into my pockets.
they would tumble out in the washing machine,
and clatter around in the metal tub.
the garden is dark and I can’t remember how to dance. was it a two-step in the cabbage and
straight on ‘till the steps make sense? your hands are ghosts, your lips, ghosts.
I pulled all the tomatoes from the vine. I couldn’t see the red, so I stained my white
skirt. this evening is a two way street and I’m driving blind. Everything
I thought I knew about roots came out in the wash.